i cant say NO

/hihi
 HI fellas.., dont know how much often/how much people read this.. but then too i like to write here..its  like a kind of diary or somethin.. dont know y i blog .. anyway this post is bout " NO "

It is really a tough task.. to say NO. I try to weave around so many excuses and stories to justify my NO.. so sounds, more plastic, more unreal or say unpractical... I often become mocking stock for others and add guilt in myself fo the same reason... When I can’t weave a story.. I overstretch myself to accomplish that "yes" (most often)  But, now I am learning.. though late but better never..  .. to say a straight NO.. its not easy to rub my old bad habit from roots..but am tryin.

This is the only bad quality in my dad. And I inherited it tooo.  My dad never told me No, for anything, i mean ANYTHING AT ALL.......    Later in my life, when I found myself in same trap of “not saying NO”, often lead to things i dont wanna so. This bad habit of my dad, not only made him suffer but also made me mature, very late in life.. He is still suffering.. as he hasn’t learn to say NO. I am worried for him… as I love him a lot alot se bhi zyada...!

Life is not as good as it was before.. it is getting tougher and tougher, day by day.. and without art of saying NO, we can only add on our problems to make things toughestt. I need to learn to say NO, not only to people around, even to myself.. when I am not able to say straight NO and overstretch.. overstress…. if I am want to seek real happinessssssssssss.
 :)

#signin off